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I will complete the writeup on Blogout! soon

Yes, been procrastinating, but the last week has been rather hectic, with my organisation’s workplan (which went very well).

I’m also really gonna change my blog design. Sucks to be a reader of my blog methinks!

Kelvin is not happy

I’m not happy. Just needed to rant right now. I’m not happy. not happy. not happy. I wish that I could just go home now and run away from the world.

So if I’m not happy, what am I feeling?

Abandoned. Lonely. Angry. Jealous. Enraged. Sad. Frustrated.

My wishlist for qualities I’d like in a leader

1. Open to listening.

2. Open to admitting that he/she is wrong.

3. Humble.

4. Earns respect.

5. Understands the ground.

6. Creative.

7. Inspiring.

8. Relatively high EQ.

9. Leads by example.

10. Cares for superiors, peers, subordinates.

11. Tries to be ethical.

12. Thinks of the organisation rather than self.

Will add to this list – it’s actually quite simple right now, just have to [...]

The Fellowship Of The Ring

The Fellowship Of The Ring is a reference to the first volume of J R R Tolkien’s epic novel, The Lord Of The Rings. Specifically, it refers to Frodo Baggins and the eight companions that set out to destroy the Ring in Mordor.

The Fellowship Of The Ring comprises:

Frodo Baggins
Samwise Gamgee
Meriadoc Brandybuck (Merry)
Peregrin Took (Pippin)
Gandalf the [...]

Dedicated To “The Fellowship Of The Ring”

“The Acoustic Song”/”Your Guardian Angel” by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you [...]

kelvin is dissatisfied

I am feeling really really dissatisfied and demoralised at the moment. What’s the point of it all?

Stayer or quitter

Listening to U2’s “Electrical Storm” on repeat

Recent events/news had begun to make me feel rather depressed and disillusioned. I won’t elaborate, but suffice to say, I am beginning to feel rather abandoned, and that I’m one of the last few that is fighting an impossible battle, an uphill task.

This isn’t the first time that I’ve [...]

I wish I was doing something interesting with my free time

… instead, I’m writing yet another self-indulgent, rambling and quite pointless blog post.

Chinese New Year is in 3 days time, and I should really get some new clothes to go with the season, but how? Tomorrow night, I’ve gotta go to church, so that’s out. Wednesday, maybe during the half day off I can go [...]

Is life really that tough, or am I just a naive idealist?

I think that it’s an important question that I need to ask myself. I find myself occasionally talking to people who seem to be extremely pessimistic about their own situation in life. Either work sucks, personal life sucks, family sucks etc. and they wonder if life is really worth living.

I often find myself confused as [...]

mother

Before I start on a proper nice blog post, I just wanted to whinge about something. No matter how much I try to take care of myself and successfully show that I can do things independently, my mother will still think that I’m a useless idiot.

So I send my car in for repair today, and [...]